Untuk Terakhir Kali

This would probably post aku yg terakhir lah utk sem nih.semase aku taip post nih..waktunye pagi...dlm kul 7.30..dan hari ni insyaAllah aku dan family aku akan ke Kuala Terengganu...khabarnye ayah ade keje kat sane..so..ikut jela..hehe...menyelam sambil minum air la katekan..so...maybe..utk post terkahir ni..sblm aku bertolak...I just want to say a few things lah...

First and foremost, I would like to thank all of my friends who had been supporting me all this while...I would like to give a special thank you to a very special frien of mine whom had been giving me the motivation..semangat dan nasihat sejak dari awal sem aritu...aku igt lagi mase tu aku kene amik supp..sbb sblm tu aku aku tak dpt amik final sbb masuk hospital...so...ade satu paper ni..lepas amik tu...aku rase frust sgt2...ntah camne aku mengadu kat kwn aku ni..sampai satu tahap yg aku dah betul2 frust..tp..die terus memberi nasihat pd aku..dan motivasi dan semangat agar aku terima ape yg dah berlaku secara hikmah...

And then aku ingin juga berterima kasih to all of my friends yg slalu lepak2 ngan aku kat kedai mamak malam2...and then..start sem nih baru kite start pi karaoke lak...haizz..mcm2...so..terima kasihla pd korang semua...and then ape lagi erk..erm..klu ade bende yg aku buat tu...sakitkan hati korang.aku mintak maaflah...yelah aku ni emo je slalu..haizz...klu ikutkan aku bukannye slalu emo pun..korang je yg lebih2...klu betul2 emo...lain jadinye...huhu..(^_&)...

And also goodluck to my friends yg dah grad...and ade yg akan pergi intern sem depan..hope for the best for your intern...insyaAllah kite jumpe lagi selepas 4-5 bulan...kot...huhu...and lastly...

Hmmm....

Catatan Terakhir 4

The year is 2009. Alhamdulillah, syukur kerana Allah telah memberikan aku nikmat udara yang segar dan oksigen agar aku masih dapat hidup di muka bumi ini. Alhamdulillah, tahun ini aku telah menjejaki ke angka umur yang ke-22, satu umur yang agak 'besar'. As usual, as the semester nearly comes to the end, there are exams to dealt with, and of course those 'heartbreak' moments where we will miss our friends, our dear close friends, during the holidays. True, this semester has many up-and-downs, twist-and-turns, the good and the bad, the black and white, the right and wrong. Going to the end of the 3rd year of your studies, makes you think, 'What will I do next? What do I want to be?' or is it? I have leart a lot from the past, the experience. One could say that experience is the most valuable asset that you can acquire. Some experiences are hard, some are easy. Your experience may differ from mine. It's not who you are sometimes, but it's what you really want and how you really want it.

Experience can change a person in an instance. One day he can become good, a saint. Who knows, the next day maybe it's not his luck at all. We are all human beings, as created by Allah. We have brains, heart, hands, feet, stomach - our body - that Allah has created human beings as such. We use our brains to think, to take such actions, to benefit ourselves. Experience is not something one person could get in a day. Sometimes it takes years and years, practice after practice. Such experiences are indirectly occurred to us. It may be something that we don't want to, but we have to.

Remember the time, when were we small, we would run around in the playground. We had laughs with our friends, we play, and play, and play. We go to school to meet our friends, and we play again. Ah yes, those sweet memories when we were a child, how naughty we were. And then, during high school, it's the same thing, we play, and we play, and we play. Only then, we were a bit serious. Play is play. School is school. We learn to arrange play time and time to learn, do our homeworks, study for tests and exams. From monday to friday, we woke up around 6 in the morning, have our shower, breakfast, and go to school. For some of us, we would take a bus, some would go with their parents, some would walk to school. And then, around 1 p.m., the bell would rang, and we all headed back to our beloved homes. Almost everyday. Always. A routine.

And then, comes the time where we would make choices on which college or university to go. We would see those lucrative offers there is in the newspapers. There are so many to choose from. And then when we finally had what we want, we start to make new friends. We learn to know each other. We start to mingle with so many people that came from all parts of the country. Only then, we knew that anyone can be our friend, but not everyone can be our true friend. Things goes so well during our varsity years. We would here and there, trips after trips. We would try to climb up the highest mountain possible, only to find out that we can only reach the hill. We see so many things, that we want to try. No more parents scolding at you, as if you are as free as a bird. Fly away up high, as you desire.

And then, what you had, all those years of happiness and joy, eventually will come to an end. There is a period of time, that you have to face. After graduating, you will start to find work, take your salary and put some of it in your savings account. You will get married, have a lovely and beautiful wife. Have children, one, two, three, or maybe four, or maybe more. You try to be part of the society, you became known among others. You succeed in your career. You own what you ever dream of. Life is good.

But what if, those stories were likewise? You were not popular, you had no friends, you did not achieve well in your exams. You fail and fail dan fail. You did not go to a good university. You don't have a good job. You have a wife, but you are not happy. You have children, spoil them, and became stubborn. Your children wont listen to you. Life is not so good. What about that?

Allah itu Maha Adil. Seringkali atau barangkali kita menyalahkan 'takdir' yang menimpa diri kita. Kita sudah cuba sedaya upaya, tetapi hasilnya tidak memuaskan. Kita mula kecewa, dan mula berfikir secara tidak rasional. Kita memikirkan satu alternatif untuk menyelesaikan masalah-masalah yang dihadapi. Ketahuilah bahawa Allah jadikan sesuatu itu dengan hikmah-hikmah tertentu. Barangkali, apa yang kita mahukan tidak dapat, barangkali Allah menggantikannya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik. Kita sering lupa dan alpa. Kadangkala kita hilang punca kebergantungan, yang mana hanya pada Allah lah kita berdoa dan memohon kesejahteraan. Kadangkala, Allah tidak memberi apa yang kita mahukan, akan tetapi, apa yang kita perlu sahaja. Bersyukurlah pada Allah sentiasa kerana banyak nikmat yang telah diberikan kepada kita. Nikmat sihat. Nikmat penglihatan. Nikmat pendengaran. Nikmat rasa dan pelbagai lagi.

As times goes by, I wonder what I went through all those years. Those unwritten stories of me. A story in which I am the director, the producer. Everything. And how I wonder what lies ahead of me. Would it be good? or bad? Hanya Allah sahajalah yang mengetahui. Manusia merancang, Allah merancang, dan sebaik-baik perancang adalah Allah.

"We seldom regret things that we alrady did, instead,
we regret those that we did not do"

If Only I Am ...

Remember mase kite sekolah rendah dulu kan..cikgu pernah tanye kat kite..'dah besar nti kamu nak jadi ape??'...mase tu..mungkin pada usia yg sebegitu..kite pun tak sure ape yg kite nak jadi sebenarnye apabila kite dah besar kelak...dulu..klu aku....aku jawab aku nak jadi engineer...tp..tak tau la engineer ape...tp..bile dah besar ni..bile pikir2 balik...there's so many things yg kite rase kite nak buat..dan kite berminat nak buat...so..these are the few things that I..probably came accross before..If only I am:

1. An automotive (mechanical) engineer.

2. A civil engineer.

3. A photographer (specifically amik gambar makanan..hehe..).

4. fashion (..xdela nak jadi fesyen designer..suke tgk fesyen..).

5. Interior designer.

6. A cameraman.

7. A F1 driver (..ni of course la payah..gune byk duit kot..huhu..).


So..basically..itu lah..tp..ade je yg lain aku rase...tp..tak igt arr...hehe..(^_^)..

~[K]enanGan TerInDa[H]~

The Night That Was - IU Dinner 2009

Ah yes, it's that time of the year again...the annual dinner...hurm...so far..i think this is my 4th dinner that i've been involve...well..you could say directly la...in other words..sort of mcm jadi komiti...phew!..all those years hah...good times..good times...(^_^)..

You could say that..usually annual dinner ni kirenye program pengakhiran utk tahun tu lah...biasenye last skali la dlm planner...so..ade ape dlm dinner kali nih??..well..the usual lah..makan2...and then ade persembahan..penyampaian hadiah..ucapan ni..ucapan tu...mcm2 lah...haih...so..utk tahun ni...aku terlibat dlm bahagian teknikal..more specifically bahagian p.a. system...keje aku jage flow video dan audio..kirenye jage sound arr...pastikan mikrofon berfungsi...kuat-rendahkan suara...things like that...

So then...sehari sblm tu..kite ade rehearsal lah...bungkus dan balut hadiah..rehearse utk MC..flow program..and so on lah..

And then..tibelah hari utk dinner ni..iaitu pada 2 mei yg lalu..utk dinner kali ni..ade persembahan nasyid..and then tarian joget tradisional..dan yg paling org kate memorable ialah pentomin yg dilakonkan oleh rakan2 tanzim sendiri dan kwn2 yg lain gakla....

Good Luck To All!!

~ Good Luck ~
~ ...to all of my friends for the upcoming exams.. ~
~ ...Chaiyok!..(^_^)... ~

Santai - Santai

Phew~..rase mcm dah lame lak x post pape kat blog kesayangan aku nih..hehehe..haizz...so..ape ye aku nak cite??..tgk tajuk post ni pun..mcm hepi2 je lak..actually..aku tak tau nak letak tajuk ape...letak ajela..so..tgh2 tgk cite..terpikir lak nak post pasal trip kami aritu...haaa...nak tau ke mane??....kami berjalan2 ke bukit cerakah shah alam..org kate bukit cerakah...name lainnye taman pertanian malaysia...rasenye org shah alam tau la kat mane..klu x tau..bukan org shah alam la tu..haizz.....so..bile dah rase maleh nak bercerite..letak gamba jela utk tatapan umum..hehe..(^_^)...